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(5 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

why would we rather put ourselves through hell- than sleep alone at night? [23 Jul 2006|10:09pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

so i'm home.
ghp was freakin' awesome.
yeah, i'm home.
call me up yo.

(1 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

i've never had someone, that knows me like you do [18 May 2006|07:14am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

my bestest friend.

i know we haven't seen much of eachother lately. and when we have... well, there was a lot of other stuff that needed to be worked out with you and other people. and i've been really busy with trying to pass school. but we'll always be best friends. because that IS the way it's supposed to be.

i care about you more than i can ever ever say. it's scary to think about not seeing you for 6 weeks. cause i don't want you to find a new best friend that's cooler than me. cause then i'd have to kill her and i don't want to go to jail.

i miss how things were when we were around eachother every spare moment. and i was always at your house. eating all your food. and leaving you the mess to clean up.
don't worry. we'll get back there.
cause that's where we're supposed to be.

i love you.

(i can't think of anything to put here.)

tell her about it [10 May 2006|07:19am]
[ mood | content ]

<td align="center"> mary margaret --
[noun]:

A level headed person who always makes the wrong decision

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com</td>

(1 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

we DON'T sing like that. [09 Apr 2006|02:40pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

so i just got back from the beach. it was so awesome. we had SO much fun and now spring break is almost over! = (
oh well... that's okay, soon it will be summer. speaking of summer, i got intoo GHP for Theatre! i'm really excited... it's a long time to be away from home (6 weeks) but i can't not go and now i'm really looking forward to it.


i'm so exhausted... i couldn't go to sleep last night because of all those dear friends whom i love. keeping me up with laughter. damn you. ooo and i got tan! which is good good.

well, for now i'm gonna go shower and eat and collapse into a coma of beautiful sleep...
woooo
= )

(2 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

ooo i'm a three!.. kinda true too [28 Mar 2006|06:36pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

(1 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

it could just be the flu talking.. [22 Mar 2006|03:49pm]
[ mood | content ]

ya know
i think i'm gonna be okay
yeah
i mean
things suck sometimes
but maybe
just maybe
it'll all turn out okay
= )
peace big nigs

(7 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

and we thought it couldn't get worse?.. whatev! [20 Mar 2006|01:23pm]
[ mood | sick ]

mmb
has
the
flu..




bummer.

(1 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

basically.. [17 Mar 2006|08:33pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

I've come to my senses,
That I've become senseless,
I could give you lessons on how to ruin your friendships,
Every last conviction, I smoked them all away,
I drank my frustrations down the drain, out of the way,
So I sit and wait and wonder,
"Does anyone else feel like me?"
Someone so tired of their routines and disappearing self-esteems,


I'll sing along,
Yeah with every emergency,
Just sing along,
I'm the king of catastrophies,
I'm so far gone,
That deep down inside I think it's fine by me,
I'm my own worst enemy

I could be an expert on co-dependency,
I could write the best book on underage tragedy,
I've been spending my time at the local liquor store,
I've been sleeping nightly on my best friends kitchen floor,
So I sit and wait and wonder,
"Does anyone else feel like me?"
I'm so over-dosed on apathy and burnt out on sympathy.


Let the meaning slip away
Lost my faith in another day,
Self deprication seems okay,
I never thought I'd make it anyway


I'm my own worst enemy 


i'm fucking tired of all the bad days.

(2 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

i would have stayed up with you all night, had i known how to save a life... [14 Mar 2006|08:44pm]
[ mood | sick ]

so being sick basically sucks
and so does being sad
but hey, i'm love


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(i can't think of anything to put here.)

oh, what a thing to do [11 Mar 2006|05:30pm]
[ mood | jealous ]

but it's tuh-tuh-teridactyl, not puh-tuh-teridactyl...


oh those were the days, werent they?

(2 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

do you remember when we had all the answers? [10 Mar 2006|03:14pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

so today was my region's literary competition
and i won 1st place in both of my events!!!
trio and girls dramatic interpretation (drama)
i was so freakin excited
especially about dramatic interp
wow
i go to state next saturday
woooooo

awesome.

(10 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

nobody said it was easy [07 Mar 2006|08:40pm]
[ mood | worried ]

i'm freaking out
i'm so scared
everyone keeps telling me not to be
but i can't help it
i'm sorry but
i'm really worried


i wish i could run away for awhile
somewhere safe and sunny
...yeah

(2 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

get a life of your own-- and get the fuck out of mine. [05 Mar 2006|06:24pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

okay...so here's a somewhat angry post...
but i'm so sick of all this bullshit

i think every one needs to grow up
stop talking about people who you don't even know
and stop talking about situations you aren't familiar with at all
you really don't know what you're talking about
i'm sorry that your life is so boring and sad that all you have to do is analyze other people and talk about other peoples decisions but mind your own business
you're only making a fool of yourself because you have no clue what you're talking about
your facts are completely pulled out of your ass
i'm sorry, but i'm sick and tired or people running their mouths about things they don't even know about
grow up!- stop sticking your nose where it doesn't belong
get a life and get your ass out of where it doesn't belong
honestly...stop acting like you're above everyone and that you're all wise and knowing...
if you're so wise then why are you stooping to this?
all i'm saying is stay out of other people's business--
because you really don't know what you're talking about

thanks.


[this is also posted as a blog on my myspace..just so you know]

(7 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

on this bright spring morning, send our spirits soaring, now is the time... [25 Feb 2006|12:04pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

i could write so much right now
but thats my business and i never have enjoyed sharing that with the livejournal world
all i can say is that
i love nikki pruitt
more than anyone else in the whole wide world

(1 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

this is what you deserve.. [23 Feb 2006|04:11pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

so i'm supa confused at the moment
not a bad confused really.. (dot dot bwahaha)
i'm pretty much gonna spin out of control
but whatev! its all good



matt's coming home today!!! 


     let the river pull me under 
     down to the cold blue
     let the lighting and the thunder
     have just one crack and i'm through
     let the stars choose my number
     but i ain't goin down not-
     because of you

(2 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

i don't know what you could possibly expect under this condition [13 Feb 2006|06:07pm]
[ mood | curious ]

this night's a perfect shade of
dark blue, dark blue
have you ever been alone in a crowded room?
well i'm here with you

(8 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

lets start living life...before we die [29 Jan 2006|12:32pm]
[ mood | content ]

The time is right to begin
Lets get going once again
For once in your life just let go
I'm getting sick of everything
Tired of what the next day brings
What I need is for you to follow my lead
The sun is shinning bright outside
I think I'll go for a ride
I plan not to ever return
Lets run away from here for good
Forget this dusty neighborhood
The open road is calling and begging for us
Go roll down the window
Go crank up that radio
Lets drive until we hit the sky
It's not about where we go
Lets start living life before we die
If you want you can stay
But you'll regret the day
That you didn't follow your dreams
Imagine the wind in your hair
Blowing away all of your cares
So take my hand lets plan never to look back.
The sun is shinning bright outside
I think I'll go for a ride
I plan not to ever return
Lets run away from here for good
Forget this dusty neighborhood
The open road is calling and begging for us
Go roll down the window
Go crank up that radio
Lets drive until we hit the sky
It's not about where we go
Lets start living life before we die
True, it's all in my dreams
Yeah
You are all in my dreams
Yeah
What I need is a long holiday
What I need is to get away..
>From here for good tonight
Lets fly away tonight
On this bright spring morning
Send our spirits soaring
Now is the time
The sun is shinning bright outside
I think I'll go for a ride
I plan not to ever return
Lets run away from here for good
Forget this dusty neighborhood
The open road is calling and begging for us
Go roll down the window
Go crank up that radio
Lets drive until we hit the sky
It's not about where we go
Lets start living life before we die

thats my favorite song at the moment. suburban legends. theyre fuckin awesome.

this weekend was really fun
just what i needed

peace!

(4 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

chemistry......the sequel.... [22 Jan 2006|09:52pm]
[ mood | silly ]

yeah so im feeling a whole lot better now

today was really fun
i laughed a lot
bwahaha


and my mum bought cookie dough
three times YES!



and i swear its the last time
and i swear its my last try


thanks to all you kids being there for me
specially nikki and marcus
i luuuurve you guys mucho

(4 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

you what what? [21 Jan 2006|11:41pm]
[ mood | rejected ]

whats wrong with me








sorry for being so blah
i guess i was born that way
what a shame

(2 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

you are so much more than what they try to be... [19 Jan 2006|09:56pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

i lost my voiceeeee
its crazy
its all soft and high and doesnt sound like me at all
nikkis having a blast with it though
every time i talk to her on the phone she just laughs the whole time
its okay, i forgive her cause i know shes just jealous cause my car broke down...
....oh wait

so my car broke down
or something of the sort
but i should have it back shortly
its all gooooood

a lot of people in my life have been having breakdowns lately
some worse than others
and im trying to to my best to help
but i feel like whatever i tell them doesnt even register
i just wish everyone could be happy
and smile and laugh a lot
i think my best memories of people are when we're laughing
i dunno, i just heard nikki laughing on the phone and it made me so happy
maybe im just crazy
i wish people didnt get sad
and i wish i could help them

anywho
tomorrows friday and i have never been more excited to see one
i think
maybe
woooooo

= )

i got a problem with your tiger bath
dont wanna take no bath with tigers

(1 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

she really needs this money... [15 Jan 2006|01:55pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

= )
im happy


show last night was good
everythings good
even things with my mom are good

wooooooop woooooop!

(2 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

good movie, nasty tornado [10 Jan 2006|12:43am]
[ mood | hopeful ]

mixmix is not grounded
wooooo i'm excited as well

(1 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

and when i fall asleep youre all that i see [08 Jan 2006|12:31am]
[ mood | guilty ]

wow
so basically
i told an ASS LOAD of lies to the parents
and then it COMPLETELY blew up in my face
so i'm really sorry guys
that you all had to deal with that
when i just got caught anyways
really, i'm sorry
i'm pretty stupid and tend to do some stupid stuff

they took my keys away
but i dunno for how long



goddamn this has been one crazy fuckin break


most fun and then most devastating

who knows
but i am sorry
but its cool
cause its not the end of the world
..........hopefully

peace

(3 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

goddamn i think i just lost my mind [05 Jan 2006|12:30am]
[ mood | tired ]

i got a haircut!!! wooohoo! i knew youd be excited for me
check it outttttt


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whoop WHOOP!
bwahaha.

(1 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

not to be a whine [02 Jan 2006|03:10pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

but boooooooo



damnity damn damn damn.



**************EDIT***************

okay sorry for being down.
i'm better now.

on a good note.....
just thought i'd say new years was sooooooooooooooooooo awesome
holy poo yah it was amazing....from what i remember
wooooohoooo!

(2 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

but i'm not goin down, not because of you [29 Dec 2005|10:55pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

another awesome night at the compound
omg they were soooooo fucked up
and it was funny
most of the time


oh good times




so my plan is to run away so i never have to go back to school
whos with meeeeeeeeee?!

(5 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

i guess this is what happens when youre passive most of the time [29 Dec 2005|04:15pm]
[ mood | annoyed but i'll be goood soon ]

oh boo and good god honestly stop acting like such a baby
stop causing drama
YOURE the reason i got pissed so stop blaming it on me
it doesnt take a genius to figure out that that would piss someone off
put yourself in someone elses shoes for once

its not that i cared about you and what you were doing
it was who it was with
and its not even like i wanted to stir anything up
i wouldve confronted you if that were the case
i just stayed away from you
it just made me think a whole lot less of you
so no, i don't want to associate with people who piss me off
call me crazy
and then i got over it
because you arent even worth the trouble
i didnt make anyone mad at you
you did that all by yourself

dont try and turn this around on me
so stop being so fucking selfish
maybe if you stopped feeling so sorry for yourself and stopped blaming your problems on other people youd get it
call me a bitch
call me whatever you like
because ive realized that you really dont care about anyone but yourself
and you arent worth it

i have plently of other people who are way too awesome to me
(so thanks to all of you, you really mean the world to me)


peace

(4 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

those tickets for reckless stopping can be very serious ya know [29 Dec 2005|01:09pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

bwahaha
er, okay then



ps. someone should throw marcus a party for being alive
yay for being alive!




last night was fun
nuff said

(6 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

i just can't look, it's killing me [26 Dec 2005|11:41pm]
[ mood | rejected ]

mmb is being forced to go out of town.
mmb is not a happy camper.
on the bright side, (no i'm the girlfrind of a sex god) she'll be back wednesday.
if you love her you'll call her wednesday so she'll have lots of fun things to do after coming back from the miserable location of alabama.



blegh.



peace.

(i can't think of anything to put here.)

we can't see the subway there's a KANGAROO in the way!!! [25 Dec 2005|10:21pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

chrima was definetly a success!
i got an iPod which uber excited me
and i got clothes and movies and books and CANDY
woohoo! i luuuuurve chrima


hope everyones was awesome as well!




lets bring it.



i nearly had a nervy b today it was awesome crazy!

peace

(11 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

hey fatty, maybe you shouldn't eat this cookie. [22 Dec 2005|12:28pm]
[ mood | giggly ]

i don't think rematches in strip trivia should count.
but maybe that's just cause my team lost....a lot.


so last night was fun...
hung out with nikki, anna, lizzy, marcus, acton, and matt.
loads of fun.




tonight should be awesome as well but we'll just seeeeeeee....


lizzy doesn't have a shark.

(1 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

something bout a photograph....blah blah blah blagh [21 Dec 2005|10:53am]
[ mood | chipper ]

if it weren't for nikki and lizzy...
i would've just electrocuted myself by sticking a fork in a toaster that was turned on....
i'm so dumb.

(1 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

we should rename drama 2 duck...duck...DRAMA! [19 Dec 2005|09:22pm]
[ mood | excited ]

i heard something gross and funny today.
it made me go "ewwwwwwwwww hahaha ew ha ew ha"
you shoulda seen me i made quite the scene.


tomorrow is my last day of school and it's only a half day.

----EDIT----

I'M DONE WITH SCHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!!!!!!!!!!!
life is now officially good.
take that.

(13 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

yeah well, fuck you too. give me my money back, give me my money back you bitch. [18 Dec 2005|10:08am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

--i hope you had a happy birthday nikki. i love you!!!--

matt was home for a little while...i miss him already.



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right so, interesting night to say the least. it was really fun from about 10 oclock on. yay bowling. it was also amusing to play the not stopping ever car game. and i still don't understand why acton wanted to turn on the defucker...


so apparently people think i'm so stupid that i don't know what's hapenning right around me. well, surprise- i do. and now, i've gotten to the point where i don't even fucking care anymore. at least i know who really cares about me right?


well, thanks to everyone who did made my night awesome because i love you all so very much. strip trivia is just the way to go.


ps: i really miss my che bracelet. so yeah, i want that back.

(2 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

olay! [17 Dec 2005|12:04pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

happy birthday to you!
happt birthday to you!
happy birthday dear sara nicole pruitt!
happy birthday to you!

(i can't think of anything to put here.)

[15 Dec 2005|10:16pm]
i have dance recital tomorrow...
but i get to miss school!

and saturday nikki turns the big 17!!!
so now you can....er, be one year closer to your age actually changing something! woohoo!

peace.

(2 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

[13 Dec 2005|07:10pm]
[ mood | overwhelmed ]

school is kicking my ass.

(2 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

emotion, devotion, to causing a commotion [12 Dec 2005|08:38pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

bwahahahaha i'm an adventure!

(3 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

[07 Dec 2005|03:53pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

-hurls lamp at nearby window-



*smiles*
so how are you all doing?

(2 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

excuse you, what is so funny about fa la la la la?! [03 Dec 2005|02:47pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

show choir went well last night. i didn't fall out of any lifts so it was a success for me!
went downtown and i was attacked....*ahhhhh the RENT COMMERCIAL IS ON!*...so that was a good time.
show choir again tonight it's awesome so come see it.
then off to the jump concert. (woo!)
then we'll just see where that leads me.

(2 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

[30 Nov 2005|04:32pm]
[ mood | curious ]

the dance recital was awesome! and kathy asked me if i would perform my solo at our studio's recital in december! = )
and MY PACKAGE CAME!!!!!

(2 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

[28 Nov 2005|08:54pm]
my feet hurt.

(1 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

all my latest entries have been so angsty...so here....angst-free! [26 Nov 2005|05:20pm]
stolen from nolie...whom i had a cool car-street conversation with last night. heh = )

A- AREA CODE YOU ARE IN RIGHT NOW: 706...or 30622... damnit which one is the area code?

B- BIRTHDAY: june 24, 1989

C- CURRENT CRUSH: we're just not gonna go there.

D- FAVORITE N0N ALCH. DRINK: orange soda

E- EATING CURRENTLY: nothing

F- FAVORITE FOOD: PASTA and BREAD!

G- GO TO FOR ADVICE: nikki normally

H- CURRENT HATRED: mean doggies that tried to fight my cute sweet doggy

I- I THINK ABOUT: everything

J- CURRENT JOB: i am job free. but dance should be one since i'm there 5 days a week

K- ANY KIDS: no thanks

L- I LOVE: my best friends, food, RENT, music, funny people.

M- FAVORITE MOVIE: RENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

N- YOUR PHONE NUMBER: 7063363245......or is it?

O- OTHERWISE KNOWN AS: mmb, mm, mary, prase, dr. thunder...

P- FAVORITE PERFUME/COLOGNE: that one by liv tyler? did she even make one? i found it in a magazine and put it on my wrist and it smelled yummy and i made everyone smell my wrist... i don't know i'm rambling.

Q- A LITTLE QUIRK ABOUT YOURSELF: i can't stand when people push their nose one way and not the other.

R- LAST ROAD TRIP: um, nc?

S- DO YOU SMOKE: nah

T- FAVORITE TV SHOW: that 70s show, making the band, the daily show, family guy

U- COLOR OF YOUR UNDERWEAR: blue

V- V Card? : abcdefghi...oh look a bird!

W- LAST CALL RECEIVED ON CELL PHONE: nikki

X- X-RAYS TAKENL er...

Y- YOUR SCREENNAME: SabaRamonez

Z- ZODIAC SIGN: cancer mama

(i can't think of anything to put here.)

just don't let go or you may drown... [26 Nov 2005|10:37am]
last night i hung out with nikki and jen for about 30 minutes. 10 minutes after we left the house nikki got in trouble. then i came home and got in trouble too so i wasn't allowed to leave again. then anna called and said she would call me back if she went to this place. and she never called back. so boo.

i talked to matt last night for a long time.

should be leaving my house soon cause i don't wanna be here anymore.


i had a nightmare last night. my brother came into my room and woke me up from it. apparently i was screaming. so then i took a shower and changed and went back to sleep. cause i was eww sweaty.


i want to talk to you. but i don't know what to say. if you ever want to talk...you know the number.




and that was my night. let's hope today's is better. i think it will be.

(1 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

you never saw how far the crack had opened...you never knew i had run out of rope. [24 Nov 2005|08:35am]
i didn't want to have to do it.
but i had nothing else to do.
i wasn't being fair.
i just want everything to be okay.
but it wasn't because of it.
i just... this is how i have to be for awhile.
and i can't be how it was.
not now at least.


i'm so sorry.


*****


i'm not doing so well.
and i don't really know if there's anything i can do about it.

(7 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

i don't know what the hell is left to do [23 Nov 2005|09:50pm]
i saw RENT today!!!!! it was AMAZING. like, i can't even put it into words. except, i can. kind of. the most amazing movie i have ever seen ever. and i saw the actual show and the movie affected me more. we were all crying for like the last 30 minutes. 'without you' started and from then on i was crying...like crazy. we were passing tissues down the row...it was like an assembly line. i can't wait to go see it again. which i am doing on friday. because i'm in north carolina until then for the big feast of food.

i also moved my drums to nikki's house because we're starting a band (nikki, jen, lizzy, and me). it's exciting. and now nikki has drums and i have a bigger area to dance in my room. which is always good.



i'm glad in in north carolina right now. i really need to do some thinking. just with everything that's going on with me... i need some time to myself to think things over. something just seems different with me and there's nothing i can do about it. i'm having to deal with some stuff and i don't think it's fair that i keep...i don't know. i just don't know and that's the problem. i guess.


well, i'm off to listen to RENT some more and dream of one day when they'll just call me up and ask me to reopen the show on Broadway for them....hey, it could happen right?
shhh....don't destroy my dreams.

(i can't think of anything to put here.)

wake up maggie [16 Nov 2005|09:00pm]
so, in the world of mmb... we went to state and got 4th out of 8 which is awesome.
we placed unlike last year when we got like 7th or something. but we did really well.
i was sick but my voice managed to hold out almost normally...almost.
it was so fun though...and since we placed we got recognized and everything.
and one of the judges gave us 2nd place which we were in awe for awhile about.
and i got to see 6 amazing shows... well, 5 amazing shows...we won't talk about the awful one.

thanksgiving is coming up...sure i hate what the holiday is about... turkey and killing Native Americans...but everyone knows mmb loves food.


mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

(i can't think of anything to put here.)

to my best friend [13 Nov 2005|10:54am]
here goes...


i'm sorry. i know you're mad at me and you do have a right to be. it's just, i dunno. i guess when you fall this hard for someone it's hard to balance everything. and then when you are already really busy it's even harder. i'm not trying out for the next show though. so that will help me be less stretched and have more free time. i'm sorry that i haven't seen much of you lately. and i want that to change. like i said, it's difficult when you fall for someone to even use your brain. i miss you. and i'm scared now that you don't...i dunno...that now you won't want me around. and i tried to hang out with you but i could tell you didn't want to hang out with me and him. i didn't think you really wanted to be around me at all. but i'm not trying to make up excuses. and i know you're mad at me. and that scares me to death because i don't know what i'd do if that were to stay that way. i'm sorry. really i am. i don't even know how to tell you. but i understand why you're mad. we've gone through this before a few years ago. i'm sorry. i... ugh, i'm sorry and i just don't want you to be mad and i don't want to screw up our friendship because it means too much to me. even if i haven't been showing that lately. i'm sorry for everything. i love you more than i can say.

PS: i have rehearsals all this week for a dance show. but i want to see you...just let me know, okay? okay. and i'm sorry for anything i've done to make you angry.

(i can't think of anything to put here.)

dance it away, they say [09 Nov 2005|08:23am]
[ mood | cranky ]

it's one of those days. it's only 8 30 in the morning and it's one of those days.
i got up at 6 to go to dance. in the worst mood ever. everything that everyone said i took offense to. i felt like i was being attacked by everyone...even though i wasn't. cause i'm stupid. so i came home for the first half of the day. if i hadn't, i might have very well birthed a baby cow and then eaten it. and i don't even eat cow.

so now i feel like a complete bitch because i was one this morning. so to anyone in my school dance company: a big huge sorry for quite possibly being in the worst mood i've been in my life.


and then the eric, the computer guy just came to my house. and his wife was pregnant and had her baby about a week ago and the baby died. and when i opened the door i could just tell that he was in so much pain and i started crying and yeah..... someone must have put something in my food last night cause i'm not acting like me.

i just need to see him. and be around him. i think that would make everything a little bit better. okay, a lot bit.

*sigh*


sorry for bitching.

(4 can't think of anything either | i can't think of anything to put here.)

how do you measure the life of a woman or a man? [01 Nov 2005|09:48pm]
[ mood | restless ]

it's so scary.
a stupid fist fight at a bar can lead to someone being stabbed to death.
now he's gone and so many people are never going to be the same.
i can't even imagine.

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